{"id":7,"date":"2001-03-11T18:22:47","date_gmt":"2001-03-12T01:22:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.pearlescent.org\/blog\/?p=7"},"modified":"2001-03-11T18:22:47","modified_gmt":"2001-03-12T01:22:47","slug":"lately-it-feels-like-my","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.pearlescent.org\/blog\/2001\/03\/lately-it-feels-like-my\/","title":{"rendered":"Lately it feels like my"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Lately it feels like my life is a series of bad decisions.<\/p>\n<p>Decisions about school. decisions about my living situation. decisions about what I choose to do with my time, decisions about who I hang out with, decisions on how to deal with people. Life is about making decisions, and more and more, I find that my abilities are crap.<\/p>\n<p>It just feels like I have so much more to learn, and that I&#8217;ve lost a lot of that knowledge in the past couple of years&#8230; I&#8217;ve made some bad choices that have led me to the point where I am now. just a few short years! months, even! and this is what happens? I gues sit&#8217;s kind of scary.. you recognize the power you have over your own life.. you realize much more that it really <b>does<\/b> matter, no matter how far you might try to deny it.<\/p>\n<p>So where does it end? At what point do you free yourself enough to live your life? There is a time for contemplation and a time for action. I&#8217;ve been delaying the action for so long&#8230; pushing it back further and further&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>but you can only run for so long.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Lately it feels like my life is a series of bad decisions. Decisions about school. decisions about my living situation. decisions about what I choose to do with my time, decisions about who I hang out with, decisions on how to deal with people. Life is about making decisions, and more and more, I find &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.pearlescent.org\/blog\/2001\/03\/lately-it-feels-like-my\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Lately it feels like my&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.pearlescent.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.pearlescent.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.pearlescent.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.pearlescent.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.pearlescent.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.pearlescent.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.pearlescent.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.pearlescent.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.pearlescent.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}