{"id":606,"date":"2003-10-06T14:32:25","date_gmt":"2003-10-06T21:32:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.pearlescent.org\/blog\/?p=606"},"modified":"2009-08-08T17:01:44","modified_gmt":"2009-08-09T00:01:44","slug":"sadness","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.pearlescent.org\/blog\/2003\/10\/sadness\/","title":{"rendered":"sadness"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>i want to go home and cry.<\/p>\n<p>every once in a while you wake up and realize you&#8217;ve been trying to force a dream into reality rather than seeing things for what they are. perhaps it is possible to twist the mentality of &#8216;your life is what you make it&#8217; just a little too far.<\/p>\n<p>you can wait forever for people to change, but change is a unpredictable thing. who says that change is always for the better, or quite what you desired? what happens when it&#8217;s different from what you hope for? and if the change is slow, how long do you wait until you decide to give up and let go?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i want to go home and cry. every once in a while you wake up and realize you&#8217;ve been trying to force a dream into reality rather than seeing things for what they are. perhaps it is possible to twist the mentality of &#8216;your life is what you make it&#8217; just a little too far. &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.pearlescent.org\/blog\/2003\/10\/sadness\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;sadness&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[16],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-606","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-thisnthat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.pearlescent.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/606","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.pearlescent.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.pearlescent.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.pearlescent.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.pearlescent.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=606"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.pearlescent.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/606\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1047,"href":"http:\/\/www.pearlescent.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/606\/revisions\/1047"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.pearlescent.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=606"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.pearlescent.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=606"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.pearlescent.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=606"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}